May your weekend be kind to you ๐งธ๐ Thank you for all of the sweet DMs ๐๐ฅน I am hoping for some kind news soon ๐ค๐ฅฒ๐
You guys are the best and Iโm grateful to be with you for this new chapter of my life. We have been through too many struggles and set backs. I am thrilled to give more ๐ซถ๐ฅฐ
These are some photos that I wanted to post before February is over ๐น๐ the 3rd photo is me asking if you would be so kind as to hold my purse ๐โบ๏ธ
Ps~ Yes, this dress is much too big for my waist. I tried to fold it over but I swear a lot of clothes just swallow me ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
This chapter of my life has now entered a truly difficult level and I am doing my best to stay strong ๐ฅ๐ช๐ซ ๐๐ฅ
Itโs honestly hilarious how many set backs and how much more lousy things become for me ๐ Letโs face it, I have awful luck.. Although I am very lucky to have people checking on me, supporting me and making me smile through this whole situation, you guys are my heroes ๐งธ๐ฅน
You do more for me than anyone else has โจ๐ and I seriously canโt thank you enough ๐๐ญโค๏ธโ๐ฉน Since Valentineโs Day, when the sewerage pipe collapsed in this home, I have been desperately touring and applying to everything I can.. I am hoping for some kind news soon, but for now I live this life the best I can ๐ฅฒ๐ I will keep pushing as something has got to give ๐ญ and it wonโt be me!
Wow ๐คญ many of you spammed me with likes ๐ฅฐ I am now more organized and keep the names around so I thank you for your patience if you donโt see your name this post ๐ youโre next.
Here are the next 10 winners for ๐Free Trials๐ This is now FT #11 & I am going to stick with Top Gifter and spamming. Where I scroll in my notifications & find those who spammed me with now 10+ more likes ๐ฅฐ
1 = Top Gifter ๐
MVJ2025
2-10 = Spammed me with likes ๐
Joeking22
Ronin X
Pascal
Desmond
Phillharass
Jason Bearinclol Joe Nielson Flash Chris - 05909
Thank you so very much for all the love and support ๐ซถ๐
Ps~ I am sending you positive vibes โจ๐๐ค๐ You are strong ๐ช please continue doing the most you can. Pace yourself, one day at a time. The hardships will pass, donโt stop believing ๐ฏ๐
I am very grateful to be able to hear these words from you โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
Thank you for making my Valentineโs Day ๐งธ๐ฅฐ๐น I was able to reply to every DM yesterday ๐๐ค Goodness the amount of sweetness ๐๐ฅน๐ and how we are already over $100 for a PO Box ๐ฆ ๐ญ I am eternally grateful ๐๐
If you are not in the Gifterโs channel on Discord, I am having a pipe issue here and I canโt use water ๐ซ๐ฝ๐ฅฒ๐ชฅ๐ฟ so I had to brush and freshen up at the gym.. I am doing the best I can to stay positive and do what I must but I certainly donโt feel my best ๐ so for our LIVE today please pardon my appearance ๐
Perhaps we can enjoy a Q&A stream today ๐ซถ Kindly bring your questions โจ๐ฅฐโจ
Wow, over 70 DMs today ๐๐ฅน you are truly so sweet to keep asking me what I want ๐ even when I say you just being here is enough for me, you still spoil me and continue to ask ๐๐ฅฐ๐
Over a year now and I have been asked multiple times about being sent flowers ๐ , my Amazon wishlist not having an address to gift me ๐ฆ , even asked to buy my old lingerie ๐ what I truly want is to pay your kindness forward and spoil you too ๐๐๐๐น
May I please ask for your help with affording a PO Box? These are the options I have here at UPS ๐ฆ I would love to send you written letters with smooches ๐๐๐๐ and have it misted with my favorite perfume too ๐ฅฐ I love to write and I can finally start doing more for you thatโs actually tangible instead of just digital ๐๐ค๐
A big thhaaaannnnk yyoouuuuuuu ๐๐ฅฐ to all of you who have encouraged me to start this fundraiser ๐งธ๐ฅน๐ I love you guys ๐
Ps~ I believe itโs a typo and โsizeโ should say โLarge Mailboxโ but I truly do not see the need for anything bigger than medium so I left the fundraiser at $350 ๐ซถ small is perfect for letters ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅฐ๐๐๐๐๐๐
Pss~ โ ๏ธ Please understand โ ๏ธ I pay attention to Discord and OF and I am very strict with DMs on those 2 platforms only ๐ Just like the Discord verification ๐ชช I give my 100% all to keep your information safe ๐ฏ๐ So I am saying this because those are the ONLY 2 places I would accept you to share your details with me but again ONLY if you wanted to ๐ thank you kindly for reading ๐๐ฅฐ๐งธ
Setbacks have me with negative gains ๐๐ค๐ฅฒ I wonโt give up though ๐ฏ๐ค thank you very much for cheering me on and spending time on LIVE today ๐ซถ๐ฅฐ here is a preview for you ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ฅ
Ps~ I am sorry the LIVE cut at the end, my phone got too hot ๐ also thank you for my pepperoni pizza ๐๐ฅฐ๐ I love him
I worked with your feedback and will keep working on making you better wallpapers โจ๐ I myself like to see the date easily. So I added a black border ๐๐ฅฐ I also cropped for PC users. I hope these are a better fit ๐ซถ
Ps~ Since I fell horribly ill ๐ค๐คง I am behind in giving monthly Free Trials ๐ญ๐ so this is me giving fair game to you to kindly spam me with likes on all my posts ๐ฅฐ next week I will be selecting the 10 winners. Good luck to you and thank you for all that you do for me ๐โจ๐งธ๐
I couldnโt decide which outfit I liked more with these fishnet tights ๐คญ๐๐ป so please enjoy both.
Ps~ I am preparing for this snow storm coming soon , please stay safe and warm too ๐งฃalso you can use these as a preview of the Mass PPV message tonight ๐
I have been resting in bed for almost a week now.. Fell terribly ill ๐ฆ ๐ค to immediately start my week of hell ๐งธ๐ญ๐ข๐ซ I even canโt catch my breath..
I miss you so much.. I am behind in chores, errands and my self care ๐ฅ I have almost no voice either.. ๐ฅฒ๐ Hereโs to staying positive that tomorrow will be a better day ๐๐
Thank you for all the get well wishes ๐๐ค๐ I will keep fighting through this โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ฅฒ๐ I tried to make a vlog but my phone has no storage space left.. So here I am staying hydrated sipping tea โ๏ธ doing my best to keep you guys in the loop and posting to make more space on this phone ๐ซถ
Ps~ & just like that January is complete.
Ps2~ For those who are asking, I am sure I have a lousy infection in my lungs..
Ps3~ Yes, you are right I caught it from the black mold in the basement.. I still have things to put into storage but I accept I must buy a heavier duty mask to protect myself from here on out ๐ฅฒ๐
Making the most out of anything, is the best thing we can do โจ๐๐ฅฐโค๏ธโ๐ฉน
I look at this photo and canโt help to hate my background.. I am sorry for my tiny living space.. I desperately wish I wasnโt in this studio like environment anymore, but I am here smiling with my hands up ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐ doing the best I can and I owe it all to you ๐
You have healed my soul and helped me learn grace โจ๐ง๐ปโโ๏ธ This too shall pass ๐ฏ
Ps~ Finding humor in my background, letโs play eye spy ๐๏ธ but you tell me what you saw first ๐คญ honestly this could be more All Around ๐๐ป๐คฃ
Wow, I had such a wonderful weekend ๐ฅฐโค๏ธโ๐ฉน I really hope that you found time for yourself ๐ค
I must make a thank you post on Discord and add to the stories here as I went shopping 2 nights ago and found these shoes ๐ ๐๏ธ Omg I truly just fell in love ๐ and I felt they fit perfectly๐
Taking this video at the store made me realized how much I wish I had more space to back up and actually walk to model for you guys ๐งธ๐ซ
I canโt thank you enough, simply for putting up with me and my current environmentโฆ you do so much for me with the little I have to offer it means the world to me โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ญโจ I love you guys ๐ซถ๐ฅน I promise things will change in the next few months ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐