Howdy ๐ Slowed down but still sped up Timelapse ๐ sent a top..
Added 2022-03-16 05:05:15 +0000 UTCHowdy ๐ Slowed down but still sped up Timelapse ๐ sent a topless one to your inboxes heh Today was exhausting, my therapist whom I finally found the right one after a decade of searching told me itโs unethical to take me in instead of my other therapist, when last week she said her supervisor cleared it. It fucked my whole day up, I literally keep losing every single thing thatโs stable in my life I think all of it is gone, except for here. This is literally the only stable thing in my life rn and itโs by no means โstableโ ๐ but thank you guys so much for making me feel a sense of security through all of this. It opened my eyes more to how much people do care about me as a person and not an object (of course some still do but this is a pr0n site what do I expect ๐คฃ) But knowing this and how much you guys want to be a support to me means the fucking world to me ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ๐ฅฒ I got news that my best friend needs cancerous tumors removed in his bladder and that was another jab in my heart today ๐๐๐ he has neurofibromatosis, a very rare disease where tumors just grow and when you go to remove them the body acts the opposite and just grows more. Iโm rly scared ๐ send good vibes for him โค๏ธโ๐ฉน oh and wanted to show you guys first the piece Iโm about to list ๐๐๐๐ itโs so glowyyyy! And some mini geode samples trying different ways of layering, some were total fails xD but Iโm gonna still be making resin and alcohol ink shit until the second I have to say bye and leave cause itโll take an hr to pack everything not even but imma start packing my paints tomorrow and I already feel a wave of sadnesss with that, Iโm def not gonna be able to handle this for long, I know everytime I went on vacation all I thought about was going home to paint and thatโs how itโs going to feel ๐๐ฅบ and that was like only an 8 day vacation away from them lol was watching painting videos the whole time visiting my bf while he ignored me playing video games for a week ๐๐๐๐ just havenโt heard news about the application yet and agh ๐ฑ so scareddddddddddd I need some good news Jesus fucking Christ hahahahah But my dad is letting me take my two kitties? Thatโs good news ๐คฃ
